It is now published as part of my mental health timeline. To start from the beginning, visit: Through Hell and Back (more than once)-Timeline of Recovery and Discovery.
March 19, 2009
Times are tough and I have been sinking lately. Rob is still out of work and sometimes it becomes discouraging.
I’ve started this little journal so that I might have a place to log my feelings; things that I would never dare blog about.
I’ve started this little journal so that I might have a place to log my feelings; things that I would never dare blog about.
I find myself really angry right now. I think its postpartum depression. Isaac is 19 months old and it still hasn’t gone away. I always feel somewhat upset…like a dark cloud is hanging over me…
…maybe a little therapy and some medication is all I need.
I just want to feel happy again.
I just want to feel happy again.
…I’ve been “yell at/spank children free" for 3 days now. Go ME!
I just want to be happy.
I want to be happy with my husband and children and ENJOY them.
They all deserve love and that’s all they are asking of me.
I want to be happy with my husband and children and ENJOY them.
They all deserve love and that’s all they are asking of me.

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